Currently I work at New Hope Community Church in Portland Oregon.
I also design websites and make music.
mostly but not all.
Church work is hard. Harder than most jobs. Why do I do it?
I could go play with the big boys and make way more money, have way more power and essentially be better off.
I could write songs that change the world.
I could write a book that changes you.
I could, I could, I could.
But I want to make a difference.
I want to want to see people transformed by the power of Christ.
I want to be the man I am destined to be through that transforming renewal that only Christ can bring.
I want to see the Church become a healthy representation of Christ's love and righteousness.
But I fear that my actions will not make a difference when confronted with the enormous expanse of darkness.
I fear my soul gets lost all to often.
I fear that though I claim to "know" Christ, I deny Him His rightful spot in my being.
I fear that I will be exposed as someone who say's "Yes" with their hands, and murders with their words.
I am being transformed.
Are you?
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